Ah, I need to eat more... My weight keep losing and I hate it. I don't get to sleep or eat on time at all last couple months. I go to bed around 6 am everyday and eat only dinner at 5-6 pm when I wake up (which should be called breakfast more). I stop party for a while already and prefer to just go chilling around at pub restaurant rather than go into a fucking loud music club dancing with shit loads of people. Last month I thought I was dying cos I didn't really get to sleep and my face was so tired and myself also tired and felt like I can just stop breathing anytime.. lol. Anyways, I feel so much better now (at least I get to sleep more than 4-5 hours a day, only need to reschedule my sleeping time). I'm in trouble with my thesis, it's so fucking difficult! :'( I feel like I might not graduate on time. I'm like a fucking psycho nerd nowadays cos you can see me always wear huge glasses sitting reading shit loads of books in starbucks or chilling places all day long non stop. I was planing to go on vacation just to relax with my friends but never get to do it! Everyone always busy (espectually me) and never be able to relax! I need my damn break for couples of days only but I can't... Urgh.
Since new year, I've been rearranging stuff in my room and today I can't even finish it cause I keep buying new stuff and there's no place to put them nomore.
Ah I'm hungry... I need to go get something to eat now. So I'mma back to write for more later on.

Take care everyone,
C.